Hi everyone. Sooo.. the new year has come again, and somehow, even though I don’t really celebrate it or anything, I can’t help but got excited when the clock hit 00.00. 2016 has been a relatively calm year (personally), even if most people say that it has been pretty sh*tty all over. I found my comfort zone, I enjoyed my single life, and some delightful surprises had greeted me during the last couple of months (which I will get in a few posts later). 2017 on the other hand, had me all excited, because it offers a new phase of my life, which to be honest quite scary, but I’ll face it head on, and maybe I’ll write about next month (hopefully).
See you later!
No, I’m not talking about pregnancy or that kind of thing. I mean it’s been 2 months since we welcome 2016, and I still have no time to put up a decent post. I do hope that this year, I’ll be enjoying my life and being grateful more than before. Maybe my real wish is to be a content person, which eventually will make me feel more at ease, and hopefully, that will be the key to start being happy.
So today is, … well, umm,… my birthday. And I kinda have a mixed feeling about it. Everybody always say to be happy in your birthday, hence, the “happy birthday” remark. But it’s a harsh reminder of how the time will just keep going no matter how much you want it to pause. So now I’m officially in my late 20’s, and I still have no idea what I would do about my life. But I guess it’s not uncommon. I spent the first half of this year in a near depressive state, and I’m so grateful that I’ve been getting a lot better the past couple months. And I guess, having no idea about my life could ease my expectation a little, because if the past had taught me anything, it’s that no matter how carefully planned your future is, you would still have to accept every outcome, as long as you’ve tried your best to execute it, just enjoy the ride. And one thing for sure, every wound heals, no need to rush.
On another note, I got a strawberry cheesecake today, and strawberry cheesecake could only mean happiness.